• Tuesday, October 30, 2007

    just watched Van Wilder 2 - the rise of taj.... and man..! it sucks balls... not literally though... van wilder 1 was way better.. this one is fucked up to the core...
    movie marathon of sorts... also watched the pursuit of happYness... inspired by a true story nonetheless... but seriously... i dont know what to make of it... its a good story.. its interesting... but what am i supposed to feel...?

    are we really happy... can we ever be really happy... we already know money is everything.. i dont understand people who always say... money isnt everything... what exactly are you trying to say by that...?

    im guilty of saying that (at times) as well... well given the situation... i could be a fuckin' dimwit.. but i dont mean i wouldnt mind not having money...and still be happy perhaps... do you actually believe you could be happy not having money... does the dude sittin by the traffic signal... with hopes of someone dropping a few cents into his can... ever look happy?
    fuck that shit.. when i say money aint everything... its more like... yea alright... i'd give up a lil money to gain something else.. like better prospects in work or more free time... which im actually prone of doing... why?

    what was the dude actually doing in the pursuit of happyness... it all revolved around money... money = life... money = confidence... money = smile on face... smile on face = happiness bought... for a short moment...

    i know the feeling of having cash in the bank.. credit cards... getting what i wanted.. i also know the feeling of having the Beemer turn into a wira... you need love.. you need friends.. its not bout buying that Gucci tote bag... that platinum gym membership... for me its bout feeling secure... feeling confident.... having money gives you that.. and a Gucci tote if you so wish...

    if you found that a whole load of crap... i might have to agree... think the flu meds are gettin to me... fuck... it sucks having a blocked nose... i feel head heavy...

    one more day till november... its been 2 months baby... feels like forever... resolution for the new month...firm.. no slacking.. more runs... and more toning.. i havent worked out in a year... i really gotta do this... oh! and less beer... which i got a mouth full and non stop laughs from siva... dude's taunting me with those corona's in the chiller... sure.. we'll see who has the last laugh...

    wankers...

    Thursday, October 25, 2007


    ohmygod! my next purchase for sure.... 5 more days till release... damn! i gotta finish the nasty bits.. stat..
    Im sittin in the departure hall… waiting for my flight… my nuts are turning into prunes… its so muthafuckin cold…. Its unbelievable…!! And im wearing shorts…

    Coming here… all I had in mind was…blue skies… warmth… lying on the beach… crawling on the sand, drunk… stuff like that… the thought of dark skies and rain..never ever did cross my mind… but even before we could land.. the pilot had already announced that it was raining in penang…. chibai! Rain does stop… or so I though..

    Since the time I touched down till now its been raining… it stops only to get fuckin heavier every other time…. Pissin off to the max… I seriously… seriously… seriously… don’t fancy the rain… this time it spoiled all our plans… we couldn’t go to the beach… couldn’t go street market shopping… it was wet..it was fuckin cold… messed up my hair every time we stepped out….

    There was so much of alcohol…. Which never finished… I kept to the beers…
    Albeit hating the cold… was happy just relaxing in the apartment with those few quarts of beers… but siva didn’t wanna let go… he kept persuading us to accompany him to the brides side for some drinks…. He swear’d it was just gonna be one drink.. we could come back after that… one drink my ass…. !
    I kept to the beer as long as I could… until my bottle was taken away and I was forced to have chivas… after much taunting I just started downing whiskey…. Albeit not as hardcore as those other jokers… I had beers earlier… so I was expecting the worst…
    We went back home… to more beers… and chivas… only to end up fallin a sleep on the couch with the bottles of alcohol staring at us…. Dumb asses!

    The engagement went well though… it was interesting to witness the rituals and all that… the excitement in the families.. but yea.. we could have had more fun without the rain for sure…

    Im so freakin tired…. I didn’t sleep well last night… a lil depressed.. I dunno.. home..the family feels so near… ipoh is only 2 hours away… the guys have gone back to ipoh… wish I could have followed them… I hate feelin sappy man…
    I hate transit… I just wanna go home.. take a freakin hot shower and sleep… on my bed…

    im back home... my left ear is hurting like hell.... the cabin pressure and sudden drop in altitude always screws up my ears.... fuck la... so discomforting... i need my mom...

    Friday, October 19, 2007

    first pakistan... now manila...
    what the fuck's wrong with these people...

    "A powerful blast rocked a crowded shopping mall in Manila's financial district Friday, killing at least eight people and wounding dozens. Police in the capital declared the highest state of alert and did not rule out a bomb..."

    "Taxi driver Mario Em said he had just dropped off two women at the mall when the blast hurled them against his vehicle, killing them instantly.
    He said he pulled one of the victims, who was pregnant, from underneath his car."

    "One man who was in front of me was already dead. There was a child but we don't know where the child is now," said witness Dennis Inigo, who was shopping at the time of the explosion.

    "The man's wife was with me a while ago, and her leg was shattered. Many people were falling on top of each other," he said. "It was loud, and then it became dusty."

    looking at the images online and on the news is just terrifying... the extent of the damage just goes to show how huge an explosion it was... reading bout the victims encounters is just saddening....

    i just dont understand why.... :(

    more here
    and here

    my prayers go out to all pinoys... kill those cowardly muthafuckers... Pinoy ka sigaw na sige...Pinoy ka sigaw na sige..!

    Sunday, October 14, 2007

    I never felt nothing in the world like this before
    Now I'm missing you
    & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
    Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
    So now I'm all alone

    Baby I will wait for you
    Cause I don't know what else I can do
    Don't tell me I ran out of time
    If it takes the rest of my life

    Baby I will wait for you
    If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
    I really need you in my life
    No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

    im totally lovin elliott yamin right now... no! not that way you moron... if i'd known he was a contestant of american idol.. i wouldnt have bothered.. but i stumbled upon this song and then got to know he was a contestant.... and wow! i've gone thru half the album... lovin it!

    "wait for you" is currently the most played on my playlist....

    Friday, October 12, 2007

    she has a lil
    woodcock in her.....

    how would you feel..... lettin go of the past.. only to discover that the person you hated the most... is now dating your mother.... ?

    well that's what mr woodcock is all about... and no... it doesnt have some dude with a wooden sack...
    it aint a helluva great movie... but its pretty hilarious... seann william scott IS seann william scott.. and billy bob is the perfect hate able asshole... the ending could have been better for me though...
    chocolate coated croissants...
    &
    Brazilian models.....

    i am officially jelak... fed up.. with chocolate croissants... yea... i suppose too much of a good thing is the devil.. or some crap like that....

    day started out rather good... like i felt god's presence... well i was ecstatic.... it's been a while.. and to be able to talk with her... was just awesome... it totally made my day.... it doesnt make me miss her any lesser... but its good knowing that she's ok and that im still in her thoughts.... hopefully things will take a turn for the better in the weeks to come...

    i've somewhat ventured back into that "bad" habit... called shopping.... she said i shop more than she ever does... i strongly disagree... "i think" i tend to buy only when i feel i could use something new... she on the other hand is more impulsive... like i looked into my wardrobe the other day... i've got a whole lotta clothes junk stashed in there... but i realized i've got nothin to wear...!!! and thats just frightening!
    the main agenda was to get some flip flops... the last time i was back home.. i left behind my cobian flip flops... those were the most muthafreakin comfortable flip flops i had... this time though... by impulse i went to get some havaianas....
    i always fancied the ones with the ankle strap... but i was never convinced of paying so much for something that looked like it didnt even cost half as much of what it was worth... after dissing people with havaianas i was gonna bite my tongue and join the group of "idiots"....
    the guys at new urban male were busy unpacking their new stock.... i asked if there were anything new for guys... dude told me to come back after 5pm... i didnt really mind that but what caught me was that.. according to the dude.. "everything is unisex"... eh! hello...! you're using that old trick on me..?
    i didnt wanna end up like a retard with flip flops for chicks...! and indeed the trekking is meant for chicks... i was right all this while... you singaporean males have been suckered!

    i went over to one of my regular shops... and they had ballina's... Brazilian as well... for men most importantly... and they're more exclusive... unlike the loads of suckers out there... got a couple of shirts as well... couldnt resist those vertical stripes... but that aside.. im pretty proud of myself.. held back from buying more stuff... like those nike waffle racers... or maybe it was just because i couldnt decide on a color... nay.. i wanna believe i had self control... :p

    confirmed my tickets to penang... air asia's a bitch man... if i'd booked earlier in the week i would have ended up paying over 300 bucks... and today the prices dropped to bout 250 bucks for the return tickets...!! its not so much of a holiday... cause i'll be back the next day... if im not too smashed and get kicked outta the plane... Siva's gettin engaged... that guy is finally...sangkut... dude will be gettin the world's smallest handcuffs known to men, soon... also known as the engagement ring.... in a sweeter way...

    my perfect meal.. anytime of the day... but i surprisingly had a veggie lunch earlier.... i know... stop laughing... siva's fiance whipped up some lunch... i dont take fish.. so i ended up with veggies... but it was good.. really... havent had a home cooked meal in a while... im craving for some chocolates and beer... but i cant decide which one to have... i have that box of jack daniels chocolates.... but they're not quite the same as crisp cold beer....!

    i would go out... im itching for happy hour at the balcony... but its raining... real sucky man... and its one of those that doesnt look like its gonna stop...! i really dislike rain... more so rain like this... there goes that evening run... i tried a new route the other day and it was fun...being part of nike... its very inspiring.. we're really pushing on the whole concept of running now... we're going back to our roots so to say... nike did start out on the race tracks after all... besides the technology and everything else... the whole concept of promoting running and having like minded people to talk bout running is really motivating me to be more serious and committed with running.... and hopefully take part in a marathon in the not too distant future...

    6:05pm..... oh my god! oh my god! oh my god! *prances about like a lil girl*....... the rain has actually stopped... its bright and the sky is clear..... the day is just gettin better aint it.... perfect for a run.... hhhmmmmm..... BUT im goin out for a movie later... i normally run when its darker... im tempted to hit the road.... maybe i will.... i dont know... im still toying with the idea..... fickle mindedness sucks bananas....

    Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslim friends and readers..... the rest of you wankers enjoy the weekend... and woot! to the first teh tarik and satay's in space...... tsk! tsk! tsk! couldnt be prouder... -_-