• Friday, August 03, 2007

    lying down in bed.. its almost 1am... it'll be back to work in a blink of an eye or so... sleep is so much a luxury yet i feel i can do much more than sleep... bullocks this human mind of ours... many things to do... havent got do doing any... been wanting to change my ipod playlist, for say 2 maybe 3 months now... told myself in the train earlier it'd be fucked if i dont do it today... got home and realised i have the same 15 gig's of crap on my hard drive.... limewire hasnt been very active since i got here... stuffy nose... breathing thru mouth... sucky feeling.... been pissy at work... i know why i get like this... freakin ppl we call customers... i was sarcastic to a couple of ppl today.... im sorry.... im a nice person.... but it just happens... stop pissing me off will ya? feel like pulling a mc tomorrow.... but i've got stuff to set up and prepare for the weekend..... that's what being married to work is all about....

    the great singapore sale has come and gone.... we did better this previous month... i have a pretty reliable team and im happy with them so far... the new month's always a bit of a challenge... at lease being on par with the previous month... we're clearing stuff before the end of summer and the national day is just a week away... i've got a shit load and more of national day premiums to clear ASAP! im targeting to clear at lease 80% of the stock in a week.... we'll see how it goes... i just set up bout half the national day display today bout 20 more cartons to go... im placing one person permanently by the display to stop 'em motherfuckers from messing up the merchandise... i can already imagine the mess and clutter and all that folding... but it has to be done if we wanna clear our national day crap....

    on the other hand.. i've got like 25 days left of my contract... they're expecting me to renew my contract and stay on.... which im clearly not going to... even though i'd be getting a fatter pay cheque and a slightly higher position... i dont think its worth it.... seriously money aint always everything... i've also been offered a way higher / senior position back home...based in KL with malaysian ringgit.... more work for less money.... decisions decision decisions......
    do i wanna return home... have a damn good career... start all over again... be closer to family... get paid just enough to survive.... or stay back here... start all over again with another job... being with my many friends here... shopping... night life etc... and have more than enough dough end of the month.... i've got like 3 weeks to decide... and it totally sucks... one way or another im gonna regret something....
    i watched the devil wears prada the other day.... and what perfect timing it was... there was a quote by nigel... something bout you know you're doing well in work when you dont have a life... and when your life goes up in smoke, its time for a promotion... fuckin true.... so many things in this mind of mine.... geeezzzzz!

    all i wanna do is finish this 3 weeks... take a long holiday... relax... but then again i dont want this to end.. cause i havent had a life for the past 9 months and life is gonna be so empty after this.... fuckin fickle minded....

    its time to hit the sack... im starting to type like a spastic now...

    cheerio...

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