• Sunday, July 16, 2006

    splish splash... ouch!

    ya know that feeling ya get... that feeling after a night of hard drinking... ass like behaviour and all that alcohol induced good vibes.. minus the loss of memory of course.. ya know the morning after feeling.. puking up all over.. ya feel like dying... living at that moment seems like hell... ya tell ya self, please make it stop.. fuck you alcohol! no more after this or at lease i'll try to control next time... all that bollocks!

    well thats exactly how i've been feeling for almost a week now... the sad part is i was never on an alcohol fuelled night of fun or anything else in that nature... mattter of fact just a week ago i was enjoying kick ass white water rafting... last monday i ran a few k's on the road.. i was feeling good.. oh the irony..the bloody irony...
    early tuesday like a black cloud of doom fell on me... i've been feeling ill and shitty all week..i've been a zombie really.. just rotting at home... uncomfortably...
    monday night i had this craving for cheesebaked rice... i dont know why the fuck i had it.. but it just happened.. it was either pasta, which would have been a goddamn better choice or cheesebaked rice..but noo! i went to movenpeak to tapau cheesebaked rice...
    i was hungry..it was quite a big portion... i cleaned it up in no time.. i normally dont eat as much.. furthermore at night.. but ya know things just happen...
    2 hours after that im off to bed.. 3 am.. i feel so bloody uncomfortable... i know my tummy's acting weird.. im fighting back the urge to wake up.. its 3 am afterall... and boom! i just jumped out of bed... i didnt need a second to think.. or procrastinate.. ran to the bathroom.. everything i had for dinner came right out.. nothing was digested! the food looked the same as when it went it... i must have hurled bout 7 or 8 times.. every 30 minutes to an hour till 6 am running to the bathroom... half a sleep... sitting on the floor.. watching stuff and a whole lot of liquid splat about.. ya know being half asleep made it a lil more easier..cause all i could concentrate on was getting back to bed.. amazing i didnt pass out..

    next day...tummy was completely empty... i was shivering.. fever..! was dehydrated for a few days.. dried lips and all.. mouth tasted weird.. H2O became an acquired taste...the weirdest ever, which i didnt wanna acquire.. i couldnt take much liquids cause even that didnt wanna digest... medications ended on friday... i've been drinking a lot more liquids since then.. but i still dont have the appetite for food... i can only eat very small amounts.. tummy still feels undigested.. its like theres this huge spoon steering around in my tummy.. i dont know whats happening.... im blaming the goddamn cheesebaked rice... the doc seemed a lil perplexed.. said it wasnt food poisoning.. something went wrong somewhere clearly...

    im giving it a couple more days.. if i keep feeling like a zombie i think i'll havta get myself admitted again... and have them scope my tummy again... great man... i hate hospitals.. i cant take general hospitals.. but atlease they're livelier... but i just cant take em.. never stayed in one and dont intend to.. the pantai hospital where i got myself admitted last is just too sterile.. too quiet.. i was going crazy.. had a whole room to myself and i used to stand near the window like a psycho watching the cars go by! so i really hope i dont need hospitalisation and i can go back to being myself again... running and working out and eating properly again... lets just start with a worry free tummy first.. digestion please!
    cheesebaked rice puke is still etched in my head... having a super huge cheesebaked rice phobia now.. i cringe thinking about it... fuck! im having a headache... i wont be sleeping well tonight..


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