• Tuesday, July 19, 2005

    Puncture me pls.....

    2 o'clock in the morning...Tiesto boomin' in the background....Had a lovely hot shower...its peaceful....but im still feelin' fuckin' uneasy!
    my tummy's still bloathed up...constipated...damn it! damn it! damn it! looks like the carbon charcoal pills ain't doing any good....been feelin terribly uneasy for the past few hours....im kinda scared now, i dont think it's gastric *it doesnt feel like gastric, i know gastric pains*, but if its just wind those charcoal pills should have worked by now...and I've already consumed 1 dozen pills! Im just hoping its nothin major.....
    Dad's supposed to fix an appointment with the specialists & get me admitted for a thorough check up and stuff...and until now nothing's been done, well I havent taken the effort myself...but anyhows.....he's the one with the contacts!
    So i told him 'bout my hurtful situation earlier...and guess what?! he just brushed it off...saying that I hardly eat...I get up at 12pm..yada yada yada..its my fault!
    like what the....hello!....I get up at 8.30am and go for jogs everyday now.....I even have breakfast after working out....breakfast was very alien to me before....so how can this be my fault?!
    apparently he doesn't know...he leaves home before I get up.....I stay away from stuff that cause gas..like beans...I dont take chillies....how can this be my fault?!
    arrrggghhhh!
    Somewhere...somehow...the fault's surely gonna fall on me....and its gonna drop hard...like a kick to the crotch! In the meantime I'll still be in denial...I dont see no fault of mine...Im working out and having breakfast now...for God's sake....!
    Does anyone have any remedies to counter wind and everything related to it? please fill me in...would appreciate it big time!

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