• Monday, July 25, 2005

    Steamed Broccoli....Woo Hooo!...

    Just got up from my evening nap.....feelin' so groggy..hungry...feelin' like a zombie..Would have taken a nap earlier but I was fighting the temptation..was lying down on the couch watchin Lost..Cribs..I bet you will..Tool time..Worst case scenario..finally my eyes were shutting on me so i had to take a nap but still planned to get up at 6 to watch The Simpsons...unfortunately I got up too late...DOH!

    Yeah...Im on a strict diet..well kinda...I havta eat proper food and eat on time..No more fatty red meats! no more oily greasy stuff..no more this and that... no more siew pau's...arrgghhh!
    I havta say YES to greens...alot of greens...fruits...oatmeal...chicken's ok I guess.. damn! like I got the worst punishment ever, man! apparently I have a VERY High cholesterol level.. >6.2 is HIGH RISK..Mine's 7.15! and theres 2 more cholesterol types which are also above high risk...Great, man...Even the doc had this look on his face..If you'd see me, you'd think I need the FAT..*Think Adam (8TV host)..would you think he has cholesterol?...same case here...im 50 kgs...Atlease I know now..I wouldnt have seen 30 if I keep on to my old habits!

    My tummy's preety alright...no bacterial infection..which could have lead to cancer in the long run..there are some burns from the gastric..nothing major...I had a scope (telescopic cam) inserted into my tummy...surreal, man! I only remember a few seconds of what happened..I knocked out in an instant! I watched the video at home..It was 4 mins long..they even pinched tissue samples from the tummy..I didnt feel a bloody thing..and no! I dont think the video's gross..
    Also had a scope inserted thru my nose..that I felt but it wasnt painful..Was recommended to remove my tonsils..after hearing the procedure and the PAIN and discomfort involved for a week to two after the operation..I didnt hesitate to chicken out! The doc said "You'll hate me for a week, after that"...I opted for treatment instead..So now I have a couple of nasal sprays, one contains steroids..hope I dont start growing boobs...HA HA!

    Its kinda difficult adjusting but I think im getting along fine..so far..Havta get up earlier..take my medication..have breakfast..lunch at 1pm..dinner at 7pm...supper..Seems weird cause I normally dont eat that early..My parents are surprised cause Im asking for vegetarian dishes and fruits..HA HA!
    I just hope that the cholesterol reduces by atlease half of what it is now...I havta get back to jogging..haven't gone in about a week now..My motivation is getting to taste Beef..and Mc Donalds..and grilled meats..soon..well moderately anyways..

    Today The-G and I thought of driving down to Penang..but changed our mind and went to check out the newly refurbished Parkson..Looks preety cool..although more choices were added it still looks limited..well maybe just the guys section...theres always more stuff for chicks..why ar? It doesnt quite seem like the Mega Sale...maybe its different at Jusco..I dont know..Hey! why does Bumcity carry fake items? So lame man!..Why are there female sales assistants at the mens undergarment section??...eerrmmm..

    Check out the new x-files themed banner..Courtesy of Dwayne aka ~loon3y~..Thanks man!

    Anyhows It's dinner time...More yummy vegetarian stuff...and yay! no broccoli..

    Sunday, July 24, 2005

    I'm ahead, I'm the man
    I'm the first mammal to wear pants, yeah
    I'm at peace with my lust
    I can kill 'cause in God I trust, yeah
    It's evolution, baby
    I am ahead, I am advanced
    I am the first mammal to make plans, yeah
    I crawled the earth, but now I'm hot
    I tried to chill yah, but you turned to fire
    It's evolution, baby

    Saturday, July 23, 2005

    Top 10 Safe Sex Slogans...

    10. If you're not going to sack it, go home and whack it

    9. You can't go wrong if you shield your dang

    8. Don't make a mistake, cover your snake

    7. If you think it's funky, cover your monkey

    6. Sex is cleaner with a packaged wiener

    5. Cover your stump before you hump

    4. Cover your hose then curl her toes

    3. Wrap your tool to catch the drool

    2. Dont be silly, protect your willie

    1. If you're nude, tube your dude

    *Something I saw on a bloody t-shirt

    Currently Listenin' To : Monkey Wrench - Foo Fighters

    Currently Feelin' : Bored

    Currently Thinkin' Bout' : Roast Beef Bagel Sandwich

    Friday, July 22, 2005


    Thanks Doc..!

    Is Feelin'
    Tralalalala lalala la lala la
    Currently Feelin' : Like Eating
    Currently Listening To : Adagio For Strings - DJ Tiesto
    Currently Thinkin' Bout : Pepperoni Pizza with Extra Cheese

    Thursday, July 21, 2005

    Honey, im home!

    Just got home from the Pantai Hospital after 2 days!.....Home sweet home....I missed my bed soo much....Just took a hot shower...didn't bathe in 2 days ;)

    Im soo drowsy now...could it be the medicine?...the pharmacist was so happy handing me out a whole load of stuff...
    Im too tired for anything...I'll blog bout the experience laterz...

    Tuesday, July 19, 2005

    Puncture me pls.....

    2 o'clock in the morning...Tiesto boomin' in the background....Had a lovely hot shower...its peaceful....but im still feelin' fuckin' uneasy!
    my tummy's still bloathed up...constipated...damn it! damn it! damn it! looks like the carbon charcoal pills ain't doing any good....been feelin terribly uneasy for the past few hours....im kinda scared now, i dont think it's gastric *it doesnt feel like gastric, i know gastric pains*, but if its just wind those charcoal pills should have worked by now...and I've already consumed 1 dozen pills! Im just hoping its nothin major.....
    Dad's supposed to fix an appointment with the specialists & get me admitted for a thorough check up and stuff...and until now nothing's been done, well I havent taken the effort myself...but anyhows.....he's the one with the contacts!
    So i told him 'bout my hurtful situation earlier...and guess what?! he just brushed it off...saying that I hardly eat...I get up at 12pm..yada yada yada..its my fault!
    like what the....hello!....I get up at 8.30am and go for jogs everyday now.....I even have breakfast after working out....breakfast was very alien to me before....so how can this be my fault?!
    apparently he doesn't know...he leaves home before I get up.....I stay away from stuff that cause gas..like beans...I dont take chillies....how can this be my fault?!
    Somewhere...somehow...the fault's surely gonna fall on me....and its gonna drop hard...like a kick to the crotch! In the meantime I'll still be in denial...I dont see no fault of mine...Im working out and having breakfast now...for God's sake....!
    Does anyone have any remedies to counter wind and everything related to it? please fill me in...would appreciate it big time!

    Sunday, July 17, 2005

    Feelin' like a Blimp!

    Currently not in a jovial mood...been suffering from fuckin' "wind" in my tummy....Its been soo fuckin' uncomfortable for the past 3 days...Im feelin' soo bloody bloathed up....crap! Thought it was a gastric attack at first...been chewin' gastric pills, for nothing...turns out its "wind"...like what the hell did I do or not do to suddently get this...? Could it be the beer and white wine I jugged down the other night...? Im guessing not, but if it's the cause....damn! *speechless*

    Anyhow's I just visited my friendly pharmacist, and got a couple strips of Ultracarbon Charcoal...Im supposed to take 6 a day...I just downed 2, and I feel slightly "lighter" (i guess), well hopefully this uneasiness dissapears soon...

    I actually wanted to brag 'bout this favourite savoury of mine...something that I've been totally hooked on! since late 2003 actually...I dont have it daily, but as often as I can...it's like soo fulfilling....a rush...an orgasm...right! maybe im over exaggerating a lil... :)

    This place in Ipoh is kinda famous for their pastries and savouries and stuff like Kobe beef...I ain't gonna reveal the name or location of the place, cause I wouldn't want everyone heading there to buy my favourite savoury *they only make a limited bunch everyday!*, besides the place doesn't need the advertisement..

    Ok! I'll get to the point...Its called "Siew Pau" Its Chinese for "sweet pau" im guessing...sue me if im wrong! siew Pau's are miniature pau's normally filled with chicken or pork meat with a sweet brown sauce and baked..
    But my favourite siew pau is filled with chicken meat + pea's + sweet brown sauce! and the dough is always just right...
    Unlike those "famous" Seremban siew pau's, which feel so plasticky!

    Miniature yummy...meaty savouries...

    Half bitten siew pau.....

    It looks like its gonna rain...AGAIN!! like whats up with the darn weather in this country? God! Well what better excuse then, to get a nap....it's sunday anyway.....

    Wednesday, July 13, 2005


    The-G and I finally decided to charge of our health, and planned to go for daily jog's....Great idea! I thought, since I've been wanting to do the same for sometime now....The-G suggested that we should start about 10am...I was like you "siao" (insane) ar ? the sun's not really good after 10am la! we should go 'bout 6.30am! .....so after some debating, we agreed on 7.30am....right!

    So on monday I actually woke up at 7am (i think), yeah! I know, surprised myself as well....but since The-G didnt call, I went back to sleep, and i finally woke up after 11am...There goes those great plans! hahhahah...Anyways I called up The-G and blamed him for not waking me up, and that I was eager to go, and yada yada yada....poor fella had just got up from sleep as well...pig!

    Anyhows i went over to The-G's place, and there he was watchin some crapo hindi serial...I was like....wtf! I suggested we take a drive to Teluk Batik, Lumut...hangout at the beach...The-G was up for it...so it was a rush to have lunch, to get the necessities, etc...planned to leave at 2pm so we could reach the beach just after 3pm....but as always plans never work out.....we finally left at 3pm! it was a 100km drive but still managed to reach Teluk Batik at 4.30pm.....could have arrived earlier,no thanks! to the narrow, truck filled trunk road!

    Alot of overtaking action on this small road

    We didn't really know what to expect of that place, cause the last I visited Teluk Batik was about 10 years ago, and surprisingly The-G has never ever been to that part of Malaysia before....geeezzz! where have you been, man? 10 years back, the place wasn't all that good, so we're just hopping for the best...

    To our joy and amazement, the place has improved tons.....Our timing was just right! *you see! impromptu trips always work out*

    The sun was just right, the water was warm, the water was CLEAR!, and there were only a handful of people on the beach since it was a monday...it was like having our own private beach...awesome! It was quiet, it was relaxing....but the sea water was helluva salty...too salty I reckon, but then i could be wrong....

    Warm, clear water

    "Deserted" Beach

    Later in the evening, The-G and I decided to visit the small town of Lumut, for dinner.....nay! not some famous seafood dinner...we visited that popular place...the one that has a branch in every nook and cranny....and to also check out the new jetty/marina area...which looks really good....

    This darn place...we cant seem to get away from

    Oh yeah! I also discovered ROCKAFELLA'S......"cafe del mar" concept and the most happening place in Lumut!..didn't go in though cause I was dead tired, besides the place looked dead, monday remember...

    but I did notice a sign that said "b.b.q every friday"....Sounds good! Planning to get together the group of college mates and head down to Rockafella's one fine friday.....

    There are alot more photos...I might post more up soon...Im trying to be anonymous....hahahha!

    Saturday, July 09, 2005

    Bloody Middle Finger

    Very true indeed! Too strong, it influenced the can!!

    What the ......??

    "Bloody Middle Finger"...Literally...

    I cut my middle finger while opening a CAN OF GUINNESS!!

    Lessons Learned : -

    1. Guinness cans are "strong"
    2. My skin is baby soft!
    3. I hated Guinness before and i hate it even more now

    Thursday, July 07, 2005

    All Those Yesterdays

    This past few days, i've been thinkin' bout all those yesterdays...My younger days..my childhood days..where has it all gone to now, what had become of all those memories?.... I've been askin' myself...

    Its weird, its awesome, it's sad.words just cant seem to describe how fast time has gone by...how fast i've moved and changed even...I feel i've changed for the better, but im sure some dont feel that way about me...heck!

    What has happened to all those days...THE days....when there were no worries...friends were everywhere...family was closer *cousins and aunts and etc*.... I only have a limited amount of memories from the past...All of 22 years of my life and I cant recollect everything that has happened before...the good, the bad, and the ugly times.....Its sad, I know...I hated takin' pictures, so there aint much of those from the past either....Truely regretable!

    I've been wondering what had happened to all those guys, hundreds of 'em from primary and secondary school...I dont see any of those familiar faces in this city anymore...But its surprising when we actually bump into each other, we easily reconise one another...be it friends, enemies, or the fat/nerdy guys we used to bully..we havent changed (much) we still reconise those "baby faces" and the good times we used to have....

    I miss soo many things from the past...I miss the 80's and early 90's....but some are just pure regrets...things i could have done better..people i could have spent more time with....those kinda stuff..

    I deeply miss my grandma *mom's mom* who brought us up...we spent most of our time with her cause my parents were at work...she was the best lady around! She took care of us like prince's, always there for us no matter what...she cooked the best food ever! and suddently she became ill and left us in year 2000...tragic! cause she never once looked like she was over 70....
    I had faith in God, that he wouldnt take her that soon...but it didnt turn out that way...She left and I didnt get to say goodbye!...its been 5 years now but her memory still lingers..i miss her lots!
    Grandma's house is being rented out now...I havent steped into that place for years now...I wish I could go in, just for once to relive those memories...I pass by it everyday, the tree we used to play on is gone, but the memories are still there!

    My dad's parents lived in a small town bout 30 mins away from the city....I miss hangin out there..used to visit 'em often when we're younger but as the years went by, my visits weren't very frequent...It was a big house and it was just awesome when the extended family would gather...Grandpa passed away in '97....tragic! as well cause dad and I had just visited him the night before, he left us the following morning...If you'd saw him, you'd think he'll life forever..it was a shock to everyone! I miss seeing him, we werent that close, he was the quiet type but I know he loved us! My dads mom just passed away early this year...so now theres no reason for us to visit that place anymore...you see! how time changes things...

    I miss all my friends/playground buddies....those younger...those elder...everyone! I have no idea where everyone is...I miss those days when we were soo active..I miss being fit...I miss being able to play sports, hockey esp for hours without feelin' tired...i miss cycling for miles only to discover new "hidden" places...I miss lookin' for drain fishes....and frogs..
    What has happened to all those childhood games? Pepsicola.....Hopscotch...."kala jenking"...police & thieves, "popiah" or dodgeball....then there was kite season...."gasing" *top* season...."guli" *marbles* season.....We could play every damn thing...rounders, basketball! I loved that game! used to play with guys twice my age, cause I was good... The playground we used to play in is "gone" now..taken over and fenced up by a nursery school...a new building now stands on the basketball court....fuck!
    we could run, we could jump, we could ride, we could fall and bleed like hell...it was all good!
    But now I cant even run 100m...I havent cycled in years...im patheticly unfit, i've lost too much of weight...and im not even on weed or "ice"...darn! I used to be big for my age before, now those joe's i used to know/some i used to bully have overgrown me! so unfair!
    kids nowadays prefer their nintendo's and PS's...crap! nerds! get a life! dont regret it laters..
    I miss all those glorious food from before...how i used to enjoy seafood! now I shiver when I smell seafood..yucks! grandma's wholesome home cooked meals...no one actually bothered to learn from her! I've been longin for coalfire "char koay teow" for years now, but the old man who used to sell it has disappeared..so has the aunty that used to sell charsiew chicken noodles and the one who used to sell "wan tan mee" both on a 3 wheeled bicycle...all disappeared! We used to wait every evening for the roti man *bread man* to buy snacks (junk food actually)....I dont see "tora" or "din-dang" boxes anymore...heck wheres the roti man now?! what has happened to 25cents maggie mee *instant noodles*, 10 cent chocolates, 20 cents keropok *crackers*, 20 cents ais potong....??
    Cousins I grew up with, some lived in grandma's place for awhile...havent seen 'em in years...most married, with kids even...God, knows what they're up to now...Miss the family gathering during festive seasons...the crowd...the food...the gifts...the fire crackers..the noise...
    i dont see all those ever happening again!
    Best friends/childhood buddies are no more....The one I've known since 1st grade cant look me in the eye, hasnt been talkin to me...i've changed it seems.... I guess he doesnt realise how much he has changed....anyhows I still miss the time we had, together with his brothers...
    lesson learned : never employ friends/family to work for you! people expect to be treated differently...Younger days...Yeah! no prob....when you're older and responsible for something, work comes first! second you're my friend but still my employee, we can life like we used to outside of work.
    People dont understand that...he for one sure didnt get it...maybe his mentality was still stuck 10 years behind..i'll never know....15 years of friendship missing, but I guess ill still say "hi" if I meet him...that just me!
    I still have to carry on...everyone does! just hope the memories still linger....Time changes everything, at an even faster pace now..we cant help it...everything's for the good! Theres alot more I could and want to change for the better...my health for instance....my career has to get back on track...looks like i have to leave this city I grew up in...everyone has, its time for me as well...
    Im more confident, Im stronger mentally and spititually, Im knowledable.....I've met a whole load of people...everyone imaginable....regular joe's to vip's....mostly older than me...some have become friends, some just acquantainces, some for business and contacts.
    None of this would have happened if i didnt change from the shy boy I used to be...I still have a great family who loves me and has provided me with much, I have a girlfriend who sincerely loves and cares 'bout me...I have faith that better things, great even are eventually to come..just have to start cherishing what ever thats left while it lasts!
    But I still miss all those yesterdays! If only i could go back in time just for a day!

    Monday, July 04, 2005

    I had a false belief,
    I thought I came here to stay,
    We're all just visiting,
    All just breaking like waves,
    The oceans made me, but who came up with me?

    Push me, pull me, push me, or pull me out

    Like a cloud dropping rain,
    I'm discarding all thought,
    I'll dry up, leaving puddles on the ground,
    I'm like an opening band for the sun,

    Push me, pull me

    I've had enough, said enough, felt enough, I'm fine

    Push Me, Pull Me

    Saturday, July 02, 2005


    Just got home....im pretty "high"......can still walk, drive and even type....so it aint that bad, la!
    Was out with my buddy "Is" and his girl/another friend of mine........"Is" called me up and said drinks were on him...I was like "you the man!"...and off i went to meet 'em up...
    "Is" planned to meet up at Mikes Place...but as soon as we went there, i suggested otherwise... The place was fuckin dead! unlike before when we used to hangout there.... I suggested we try out Victoria Junction.....yeah! another rip-off name, from Victoria Station...but what the hell!
    We sat "al-fresco" ofcourse.....the music was good, company was great, drinks were free....heheh what else could you ask for!!
    The 3 of us studied together, and even worked as managers in coffee bean....so we had alot to bitch 'bout....the people, the shit that went down, the good times, but mostly the bad times and the dumbfucks we hate!!
    Downed a few Heine's (heineken, la!).........i havent actually drank in some time now....so my body isnt really immune to alcohol.....If that actually even makes sense! hahhaha
    Would have loved to stay longer, but the lame ass outlets in ipoh, just cant seem to stay open a lil bit later...it was 12 and they were closing....give us a break man!! I know y'all wanna go back but we wanna stay ler!! anyhows i suggested that we should get the gang together, and head down to Penang the next time, since me being the expect in getting to penang....I bet SoHo, Shamrock, Mambo, Chillout, etc would be willing enough to let us party/bitch longer....!! hhahaha
    Thanks "Is" for the time out, and the drinks..........
    I better hit the shower now, and go to "la la" land.....

    "Is" Being held hostage at work

    Oh! those were THE days! how i miss those times....running my own shifts...but esspecially "Is" and i running a shift together....it was the coolest hacov!

    Ps: i know, i know...supposed to stay away from "cold" stuff...but......free heine's....what the hell!

    Friday, July 01, 2005

    Tuesday 28th June

    The unbelieveble happened!.......kinda....hahahaa
    I finally took the effort to clean my room....Yes! just me, myself and I.... I battled the thoughts of "not being able" to do it myself and I managed to clean my room...and may i point out again all by myself!
    Oh! im so proud of myself.....im not a "pig" afterall!!

    It took me a few hours, the hardest part was removing everything from the room, dusting, wiping....but it's worth it! now all i havta do is maintain the cleanliness.....hahahahah! *like i havent tried that before*

    God! The ammount of dust i discovered....amazing, i tell u!

    Fresh, Crisp sheets!

    Organized work table!

    I dont know man! kinda lost for words, even....This neighbourhood of mine has a problem with mother nature! or something like that....

    This area has been extremely dusty for the past few months....*and no! i dont think im the only one who noticed!* Its like we're livin' next to our own mini active volcano! arrggghhh!!

    All our cars are dusty....cant blame us for not wanting to wash the cars.......our dogs are dusty!...my poor beetle is partly grey now from its original milky white, because of layers of dust...preety soon it will be black! *damn you dust!*

    Notice the dust on the windscreen....

    A few layers thick...notice the words "CRAP"

    I also managed to visit the doc on Tuesday night.....apparently it's not flu or cold...i was advised to visit and ENT (ear,nose,throat) specialist....could be something major! darn!! i'll be makin' an appointment...right after i finish my dosage of pills to ease the breathing...

    Doc also told me to stay away from "cold" stuff for 6 months atlease....great! i must be like the most "cerewet"(fussy) person alive now la...

    No Seafood...limited vege....limited fruits.....no liver, intestines, offals etc....and now!

    No more iced drinks....no more cold beers...no more teh o' ice limau/iced lemon tea :(

    No more ice cream.....Movenpick vanilla and choc chip :( ..........No more cheesecakes :(

    i havent figured out the rest.....